Why Not Go Out?

So who cares if I don't go out with them. As much as I wanted not to, but if they want me to, then why not. It's not bad to make someone furious of jealousy. But I know the other one have more stable personality and confidence. Unlike other women than I know, she is quite confident about herself.

But her???? Tell me about? So much bitterness in her heart.. So much hatred!!! So tell me why her life is like that?.. Too much KARMA!!!... Ang ingitera, mamatay na ingitera... I just wish my life will be different this year... Peaceful than usual.

Quiet Christmas At Home

My life is so quiet at home with my family. How I wish my life will be as quiet as this. No one is creeping me out.. Nobody is looking at me and trying to put me down because of their hate and insecurity in life.

One day, I will live my life as quiet as this. Just thank God for peace and happiness. Continue to recieve his blessing... Thank you Lord for all the blessings

Control, Compete and Thankfulness

Just wondering why people around me just can't stop snooping around someone's life. I just hate it. But then again, I cannot control anyone's mind.. I can only control mine, and so be it.

As long as I am not being bullied by some UGLY human being, then eveythings will be just in a right place. Because I firmly believe, that those people who keep on talking about you and keep looking for something that will make you feel bad about yourself are simply jealous... weeeeee!!!

They can not compete themselves because they know they don't have anything to compete. So they will compete you to someone else.. hahahahhaha!!!!

Be happy and thankful for what you have. God is there to provide you what you need.

Giving And Not Expecting

Food??? Is it just the food?... Just because I don't have the right food to share?... I will give food to everyone if I can. Whether I know if the person can afford it or not, simply because it is just FOOD!!,,, I don't have to measure whether that person can buy more food than me, but if the person needs it, I will give whenever I can.. And I will not ask for any return and expect the person to give me food as well!!

No wonder your life is like that? You measure people and compare to yours. Your heart is so close!!! I feel so sorry for you!! May God be with you !!

When I give or share, I don't expect that person to give and share as well. Thats why I don't give when my heart refuse to... But mennnnnn, it's just food!!!

We Are Different

I wonder why she hate me after all the things I did to help her in any way I can?... Ahh maybe because she was disappointed to find out that we are totally different.. That I am ahead of everything.. ahhhh physically ahead of me??? That's what she is holding on to keep that self-confidence that she only have..

So that's what you think.. So why can't you just keep it that way and be happy... And stop hating me.. I don't do anything but be myself and live my life the way I wanted to.. I don't have to be like you to stop hating me.. I can't live a life like yours and I know you don't like it too...

I feel so sorry for you...You will never get out from where you are now unless you change your heart!!! Stop hating!!

Stop Hating

Whatever kind of face you give me, it will never change anything in me... God will continue to pour blessings on me and you will continue to hate me!!! .. You might as well ask yourself why after all these years, your life still sucks...

Stop hating the happiness of other people... Because your hate wont change anything in them.. Stop trying to break someone just because of your hatred of their happiness.. Stop being jealous of things that they have, that you dont have... You can not control other people's life by hating them!!!

I am not like you!!!.. We are different in so many ways... OBVIOUSLY!!

180 Degrees Of Karma

Funny but I never expect things will turn around 180 degrees of KARMA!! What you say and do to others, will always come back to you.. God is really good and he knows that I never ask for these. I guess he is just working his way.

Thank you Lord for all the blessings and for giving me the strenght to do what is right and always learn from my mistakes. Please guide me and keep me safe from all the devil's work around me. Made me strong to face my daily challenge to do things according to your will...

Not My Friend

Ahhhh, now I know why she is soooo hating me!!! It's my thoughts on my blogs again!! hahahahahah!!! Well, well, well... I won't erase anything because this is my thoughts.. I don't think I said something wrong here!! It is simply my thoughts and opinion!!! I can always say it again and again. That I am not really interested in her side of the story because she is simply NOT MY FRIEND!!!! Are you?.. Never!!!

He is my friend of course. Not because he is perfect, and I agree on everything that he said but simply because he is a friend...He has done few little things that I know only a friend will do.. And when someone I consider a Friend, it doesn't matter if he is right or wrong and I will always consider him as a friend as long as the friendship exist.

However, in that situation, I perfectly believe that he is on the right side and he is simply telling the TRUTH!!! He is not a liar!! Just my opinion.. Sorry!!!

I am Not A Judge

Here is the thing... After telling or sharing the side of my friend, did I ever ask her side of the story? I dont think so... But when this person starts telling me, her side of the story, even if I am not asking, I was just amazed to think what kind of attitude does she really have.

Here is the thing, when a person says "Sorry" it only mean she is sorry for her mistake or trouble or whatever!!!! Period!!!!... You are wrong WOMAN!! that is why you said sorry or you humbled yourself to make everything ok.... Coz if you have done nothing wrong, you are soo stupid to say so...

Second, you are not my friend so I don't have to hear your side because I am not INTERESTED!!...

THIRD, whatever and whoever I think is right or wrong about the situation, doesn't matter!!! DOES IT?.. Why? am I the JUDGE here?... Whatever or whoever is telling a lie, God knows about it and I have no say about it. Unless you don't care about what GOD's judgement!!

Fourth, he is my friend and I just simply want to hear his side.. That's it.. It doesn't matter if he is right or wrong.. Like I've said, I am not a JUDGE and there is only one GOD who always watch us!!! and that is NOT me!!

Saving Time For Organizing and Cleaning

While I am on my short vacation, I thought it would be a good opportunity to organize my house and make my life easier when my busy life starts again. So I bought this floor lamp at Walmart for less than $50.00. It's actually more than just a floor lamp since there is a small side glass table attach to it. I put it on the side of my bed and make it as my side table. I put all the things I used before I go to bed like my allergy medicine with the glass of water; my foot treatment and my lotion.

I put the old chair that use as my side table, in my washroom. I am now using it for my skincare and makeup products. I decided to do all my beauty routine in my washroom. This way it will make my room look more organize and neat. This will save me time in doing my personal routine and it will keep my room clean for the whole week.

This now how my dresser looks like. It is more clean and organize. All you can see are my perfume collection infront of the mirror. I dont have to mess it up during my busy days when putting my makeup since, I will do all my messy things in my washroom.

Ohhh this is just the room and the washroom in our basement. My hubby and I wanted to stay here in the basement instead of staying in the masterbedroom upstairs. I like it here because I work at night and sleeps during the day. It easier for me to sleep during the day because it's dark in here. That's why I always try to make it clean and organize because it's just a small room.

You can Never Please Everyone

Funny but KARMA really exist!!! Imagine how she treated me like I care if I lost anyone to be with me... She even gave me an attitude look when I sit with her group one time... hahahah!!! She think I care???

Hey Idiot!!! I can live by myself on that place!!! I don't need anyone beside me to show and prove to anyone that I am a NICE person!!! I am there to WORK!!! .. I am not like you who pretend to be NICE... For all you know, a lot of people also don't like you and your personality

You can never please everyone

Bunch Of Crabs

My thought for today???? Hmmmm, the reason why some people are continously having some bad luck with their life, is because of their continous envious, jealous, bitter thoughts to anyone.

What is wrong with making "cleaning" as a full-time job. I am sure a lot of people do that and they are making a decent living.

I'd rather make cleaning a full-time job because I work alone and I don't have to be sorrounded with bunch of jealous people. People who think like a crab!!! Pulling each other DOWN!!! Ahhhh!!!!

Mistake Order

I ordered this Flexable Host last week and I made a mistake on clicking ad additional buy one get one. So I have to call back their customer service to make sure that I will only get 2 x 100' host. And I really hope I wont be charge double on my credit card.

Anyway, I have been wanting to have this water host for quite sometime now because it is really hard to use our water host in watering our backyard. I really hope that this water host will make watering of our backyard a lot easier so I don't have to return this within 60 days.

I will write an update about this Flexable Host soon as I receive it.

Watching The Karma

I always belive in Karma. And I firmly belive that there is a good and bad karma. And both are so exciting and interesting to watch

Funny how you made me feel our life is the same and I bow to that because I never want you to feel I am arrogant. But then the fortune direct you to see the difference in our life. TOTALLY different right?

Funny how you laugh at the house that you thought would lift you up from where you belong only to find out that the house you have been putting down have a hidden treasure. My parent is the landlord of that place and have money to support themselves. So don't question why they can send me money and not me sending money to them like you.

Look at you and your life and ask yourself why? Maybe you may want to change the way to act and think about other people because your Karma is obviously bleeding.

Tuesday Off

I have one more assignment to finish and I will see if I can finish it before I go to bed this afternoon. Otherwise, I will have to do it on Tuesday since I have no cleaning after my night shift work.

Today, I have to make sure that I will go to bed earlier than my usual Sunday sleeping. I want to make sure I have enough sleep since I will be cleaning for my Friday house in replacement of my absence on Good Friday. Good thing that my Tuesday cleaning cancelled my appointment this Tuesday. I have one day for this week to things at home. Thank you Lord for all the blessing.

All Opportunities As Blessings

My newest sponsor gave me two new assignments and I glad for these blessing. Despite my busy schedule due to my cleaning business, I am still very thankful to received extra jobs for my blogs. I am taking all of these as blessings from God and I am very thankful for all of these.

A lot of people are looking for a job and they couldn't find one, but here I am, so blessed for having all these opportunities to make extra income for me and my family.

Blogging With Busy Life

I will try my best to update all the active blogs that I have. I know it will be hard because there are so many things going on with my daily living right now and squeezing in my blogging in my daily living is giving some stress.

But I will try to divide my time and give at least 30 minutes to update at least two blogs a day and two blogs the next day.

Peace and Few Annoying Moments

It is so funny that since I distant myself some of the people that creeps me out, I have the peace of mind that I am really enjoying right now. There are still some moment that is quite annoying to me but I try to keep my mind of to some nonsense things. Who cares about what other people say who doesn't really know what is going on with my happy life.

I still sometimes feel that there are some people who are tring to brainwash other people to start hating me or not liking me. But I am leaving them to God.

I know God is always there to give bad and good karma to everyone. If it is me who needs the bad karma then so be it. I am holding on to God's forgiveness and be able to learn from my mistakes. I hope they will do the same thing.

Inspired For Dreaming Again

I was talking to the old woman on my Friday cleaning. She was telling me how her daughter started her business and how it grows through her hardwork and dedication. She now have more than 45 workers for her business. And she and her family have been doing a lot of business travelling plus, have been doing a lot of updating on her house.

This brings back my memories on how hard I work and dream big for my online business. I am sometimes having some thoughts of shutting down my webstore since I can't do it anymore with my busy life and with my new part-time cleaning business. But after hearing this story, it inspires me to dream again. Perhaps someday, I will have the guts and energy to start working hard for my business again. I know felt before and until now, that my online business have a big potential to make it big. But it takes a lot of time and energy to make it happen. I will put everything in God's hand. Who knows?

Dreaming and reaching goals can sometimes be hard if you need to put things in priority. My priority is always to give my kids all they need and perhaps, what they want. Cleaning is not a dream that will make me happy, but it gives me extra money to give my family what they are having today.

Blogging Here and There

I just finish one assignment today and one task yesterday. I know that money in blogging is not as good as before but, accepting task and assignments here and there is not bad at all. It also helps in my budget whenever I want to buy things online.

The extra money I am making in cleaning is okey and having extra more money in blogging is something to be very very thankful for. Thank you Lord for all the blessings.

Clear Tarps For Patio

It's winter once again so I have to cover a lot of my outdoor furnitures from the snow. I need something to cover it like a good quality canvas tarps. So I search around the internet and saw this clear tarps website. I want to cover some part of my patio with this.

This Clear Vinyl Tarps are said to be waterproof and have high tear and abrasion resistance. These tarps are also oil, acid, grease and mildew resistant. This are very ideal to enclose my patio to help withstand the extreme cold winter weather.

I was also looking at their natural cotton canvas drop cloth since I am planning to paint one of my cabinet outside. So this canvas will help in preventing damages from paint spills or splashes.

I am so happy to find this website as this gives me a lot of good idea on how to keep and protect my outdoor furnitures. This can save me a lot of money instead of hiring or paying someone to build another storage room.

Base For My Window

I bought this base in Vaughna Mills last weekend with my daughter Kim. It look very nice. I put it on our bay window and it looks great!!!

I might go back to this store next month to buy some of their bases to put on my living room and some part of my house.

Table For Sewing

I bought this table at Canadian Tire last weekend to use for my sewing. I am glad that I now have a bigger table space for sewing and repairing some of our clothes.

I also bought some of the sewing tools I will need like the sewing scissors and some threads. I cant wait to start sewing.

Thank you Lord for all the blessings.

Decor Here and There

I purchased few things for my house yesterday but I will be posting it tomorrow. For now, I want to share few of the things I bought during my Christmas vacation.

I was planning to put this on my basement but I am afraid the the dogs my just break it so I just put it on our kitchen living area to make it look nicer since most of my visitor stays here during their visit.

I also bought this Bathroom Organizer. I know it is for the bathroom but I put it on my bedroom to put some of my things. It actually looks nice and it makes my room looks bigger.

Thank you Lord for all the blessings,

Sewing Machine From Blogging

I bought this new sewing machine after Christmas on the internet using the money I make from my blogging. It was delivered to me before New Year's eve. I will be posting this on my other blog where my snoopers mostly visit.

Isn't it great that aside from the extra money I am making from my cleaning business, I am also making extra money from my passion in blogging? And the great thing is, I am not working this hard just to pay of bills, but to buy things that I want for myself and for my family. hahahhahah