There are days that I feel so much joy in my heart. But right now, I feel so down!! There are so many things in life that I should be thankful for but why do I feel so frustrated. I feel like time is running out. That I should be in hurry to get there, but here I am stuck into something. I am blaming someone but shouldn't I be blaming myself?
Life is so wonderful, but right now I feel like it's dark everywhere. I don't know why but I feel so stuck. I am jealous of some people's life that I never even met in person. I sometimes don't want to believe what they say about their life because I find it impossible to have it for myself right now. Is it true? Is it possible? Or they are just making me dream!!! AHHHH, I SHOULD BE HAPPY!!! I have so many things to be happy. I pray that when I wake up, I am back with a happy heart!!