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Monday, November 2, 2009

Down, Stuck and Jealous

There are days that I feel so much joy in my heart. But right now, I feel so down!! There are so many things in life that I should be thankful for but why do I feel so frustrated. I feel like time is running out. That I should be in hurry to get there, but here I am stuck into something. I am blaming someone but shouldn't I be blaming myself?

Life is so wonderful, but right now I feel like it's dark everywhere. I don't know why but I feel so stuck. I am jealous of some people's life that I never even met in person. I sometimes don't want to believe what they say about their life because I find it impossible to have it for myself right now. Is it true? Is it possible? Or they are just making me dream!!! AHHHH, I SHOULD BE HAPPY!!! I have so many things to be happy. I pray that when I wake up, I am back with a happy heart!!

1 comment:

Mel Avila Alarilla said...

Masyado ka lang nagmamadali at nananangan ka sa sarili mong lakas. Yes, you have to use your own strength but with the leading and guidance of the Holy Spirit. The Bible says, "Unless the Lord builds the house, the builders labor in vain." Okay naman ang ginagawa mo kaya lang kung minsan naaapektuhan ka nang spirit of covetousness. Alam mo kasalanan yan. Thou shall not covet thy neighbor's goods. Pray to God and trust Him and He will give you your own goods in life. Thanks for the post. God bless you always.