I am still having some confusion with my relationship with my kids. Understanding how they react on every single detail of who I am, in and out of the house. I can't seems to understand why they seems to hate everything in me. It's confusing for me because I can never change who I am... I can't be anyone else but me and I can never change myself for anyone.
I am thinking of spending less time with them. I think it's about time to let them go and accept that they are not my little angels anymore. I need to get a life outside my family and have fun doing something else.
But that is what I am doing? That's why I am communicating with friends even if it only from the internet. But why they seems to hate it?... Ahhhhh!!! I don't know!! I will leave evrything to GOD!!