Strong For The Sorroundings

Two more nights and I will beback to work.. I am not really excited about that. I wish I can go away with that place not because I hate what I do. but the freaky environment. I am not saying I like what I do, but I can live with that since I have been doing it for many years now. The atmosphere most of the time, is what makes the work hard.

Ahhh, I am ready for another battle.. Complaining won't help but preparing to be strong will do. I need to be strong and hard hearted.. Not what I want, but what I need... Strong in the sense that I should close my eyes and ear by not being affected to all the nonsense things around. Strong not to mind what other people say and think and keep being ME..

Why Not Go Out?

So who cares if I don't go out with them. As much as I wanted not to, but if they want me to, then why not. It's not bad to make someone furious of jealousy. But I know the other one have more stable personality and confidence. Unlike other women than I know, she is quite confident about herself.

But her???? Tell me about? So much bitterness in her heart.. So much hatred!!! So tell me why her life is like that?.. Too much KARMA!!!... Ang ingitera, mamatay na ingitera... I just wish my life will be different this year... Peaceful than usual.

Quiet Christmas At Home

My life is so quiet at home with my family. How I wish my life will be as quiet as this. No one is creeping me out.. Nobody is looking at me and trying to put me down because of their hate and insecurity in life.

One day, I will live my life as quiet as this. Just thank God for peace and happiness. Continue to recieve his blessing... Thank you Lord for all the blessings

Control, Compete and Thankfulness

Just wondering why people around me just can't stop snooping around someone's life. I just hate it. But then again, I cannot control anyone's mind.. I can only control mine, and so be it.

As long as I am not being bullied by some UGLY human being, then eveythings will be just in a right place. Because I firmly believe, that those people who keep on talking about you and keep looking for something that will make you feel bad about yourself are simply jealous... weeeeee!!!

They can not compete themselves because they know they don't have anything to compete. So they will compete you to someone else.. hahahahhaha!!!!

Be happy and thankful for what you have. God is there to provide you what you need.

Giving And Not Expecting

Food??? Is it just the food?... Just because I don't have the right food to share?... I will give food to everyone if I can. Whether I know if the person can afford it or not, simply because it is just FOOD!!,,, I don't have to measure whether that person can buy more food than me, but if the person needs it, I will give whenever I can.. And I will not ask for any return and expect the person to give me food as well!!

No wonder your life is like that? You measure people and compare to yours. Your heart is so close!!! I feel so sorry for you!! May God be with you !!

When I give or share, I don't expect that person to give and share as well. Thats why I don't give when my heart refuse to... But mennnnnn, it's just food!!!